Monday, 7 June 2010

Go fuck yourself.

Ok so I don't think I need to tell you how busy I am right now.
However a girl does have needs, so I had organised with Rex to meet up at his place on Saturday night. I was due to be finishing early and he said he was just going to the pub for a couple of drinks. I was even being reasonable and saying I would just get a taxi to his when I finish work, we would have the whole night and Sunday day together then!

So just before I started work on Saturday I text him asking if we were still on and that I would call him when i finished work to get his address.
When I checked my phone at 11:30, which was when I finished work, he said that he couldn't wait to see me etc, etc.

I changed out of my work clothes, which I don't normally do and put on a nice dress. Even if he was just going to take it off as soon as he saw me I haven't seen him in a while so it felt nice to make the effort.

I rang his phone to get the address before I left work and it rang to voice mail, I thought maybe he was just busy to tried again a few minuets later. Nothing. I gave him a text letting him know why I had rang and asked him to just text me address. Nothing.

By this point I was on my second glass of wine sitting in work with my work mates wondering why the hell I hadn't fucked off yet. Good fucking question.

You know there is a lot of shit I will forgive people for, making me look like a fool is not one of them.
I texted him one last time.

"Would you answer your phone if I said this was your last chance you would get to sleep with me?!"

Nothing.

That was my mind made up. Our fuck buddy relationship is over. What's the point if I can't get it when I want it?

I received a grovelling text the next day. Apparently he got really drunk during a drinking game with his friends and then passed out.
 He is being ignored and can go fuck himself for all I care.

I know we're not in a relationship, but we are friends and if you say you're going to meet up with a friend you don't stand them up/let them down.

You might see this as an over reaction, but frankly I don't have enough hours in the day as it is. If I set hours aside to spend time with you I expect you to use them and accept them gratefully.

And this isn't the first time he's let me down. I'm tired of hearing his drunken excuses, the great sex just isn't worth the hassle.

Fucking shouldn't be this hard.

1 comment:

  1. have i told you how much i love your blog? Even when your posts are sad/angry. *hugs* You're a hottie, you'll find a better guy. maybe one who can be more than a fuck buddy.

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